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ouch [25 Feb 2006|03:34pm] [ mood | depressed ] after finding out what happend with justine and amys parents i found something else out, its kinda funny, but it also broke my heart, thanks for breaking my heart. it doesnt matter if theyre fat, black, white, short, cute, blonde, or smart. and it doesnt matter what they always say, and how they pretend to miss you. theyre never real. never have been, never will be. i thought this one was. it feels like im in grade eight all over agian. i don't know if i should say something about it, or pretend as if i didnt see it. i should say something about it, so i dont have to pretend just like you. maybe you shouldnt have left and maybe you shouldnt have fucked up. 2 stories told tell me a story

[17 Oct 2005|04:02pm] deranged newsletter @ deranged.ent@gmail.com subject: "newsletter" tell me a story

come out tomorrow night =) [29 Aug 2005|06:36pm] [ mood | cranky ] all hell breaks loose. breaks and house party. michie, plasticmotive..more i'll be working doors while it's busy ;) you all better come!  10 bucks. ew doors. at least its not all night. ill only do it when the biggest line passes by. i didn't realize tomorrow is tuesday. ahhh. that was what was driving me crazy all day. i forgot it's monday. but that's cool, because tomorrow im preparing my first one hour set at Jeff's house, and planning out a date for my jungle, hardcore, breaks party in september. awesome =) im so excited! 1 stories told tell me a story

[23 Aug 2005|09:19pm] [ mood | touched ] im sorry but all i have to say is...     best ever. 2 stories told tell me a story

[20 Aug 2005|03:45am] sigh tell me a story

essence [10 Jun 2005|04:44pm] ~ essence ~ DIRECTIONS AND MAPPOINTS FROM TTC (Recommended) (Shuttle Bus & Walking): go to Kennedy Subway Station. take any 86 bus to Sheppard (about 45 mins). get off at sheppard, walk one block east to Twyn Rivers Road. this intersection in the shuttle map point. the last 86 bus leaves shortly after 1am. Shuttle: the shuttle bus will run routine pickups (roughly every half hour) from the Sheppard & Twyn Rivers Road intersection until 12am sharp beginning at 9pm(ish). look for a u-haul van. due to the length of the TTC trip, be sure to leave with plenty of time. there will be a donation box in the shuttle van, although donations are most definately not mandatory, we'd appreciate a $2-5 to help ease the burning sensations we are providing you with a free party space and an amazing atmospheres, so should you choose to utilize our shuttle van, we really would appreciate donations Walking: if you are planning on walking from the TTC stop to the venue (just over a 1km walk) follow Twyn Rivers Road around a left turn bend and up a hill. you should cross 2 bridges. you will come to a parking lot on the right hand side of the road. walk across the lot. Map Point: there is a map of the park on the very edge of the parking lot. someone will be standing there, this is the literal mappoint meet there for further directions the mappoint person will bring people to the venue until 1am sharp. DRIVING FROM THE 401: travelling (most likely) eastbound, exit off Port Union/Sheppard in Scarborough and head north on Sheppard. Sheppard bends into a t-intersection at Twyn Rivers Road (see mapquest map link below) turn right onto twyn rivers road. follow the road a short ways around a bend and up a hill. there is a parking lot on the right hand side of the road. park Map Point: there is a map of the park across the edge of the parking lot. someone will be standing there, this is the literal mappoint meet there for further directions the mappoint person will bring people to the venue until 1am sharp. MAP MapQuest Link (Sheppard & Twyn Rivers Road Map Point) 1 stories told tell me a story

Creating Something Out Of Nothing, Only To [06 Jun 2005|11:00am] [ mood | creative + tired ] Your eyes, your concrete eyes. Cross crisscross my path... Walking in circular patterns. Shoe shine your ammo, polish your metal. I need not your wicked weapons. My war is not with someone like you. A string of blood that is not my own strings between. Increase time and it will fall into place. a sword and my heart. So much so that it makes its way through my throat giving me thought to speak. This becomes my pistol. This becomes my dagger of my time. Don't sell out It all comes to. This becomes your future. Unseen war. Your weapons are useless. Drop the gun. Golden gun. Like bringing a knife to a gun fight.-NJ id try to look through you if you havnt fallen sleepy. id spend hours looking at your eyes before you found it creepy. i want to catch you when your smiling hold you when your sleeping wake up to hear you breathing trip out to find you dancing laugh at you when your thinking taking me a while to get these words right but i cant. im overwhelmed since lastnight. it kills me... i came back to you too late. what the fuck am i thinking. espeically when shes involved. cuddling and drawing is one thing but getting my own hopes so far up *heart* is another... how do you know my reactions and how to take them out of me? you tare out the truth out from in me, my thaughts. everything. and its working. *but what’s the point* infatuation? fatal attraction then you walked off the bus. -jessicamitchell Friends Only. Comment to be added. Maybe :/ 1 stories told tell me a story

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